"this is it na talaga" picture
December 1 around 3:00am i was awaken with the feeling full bladder, and right when i got up blood started gushing out of me... i woke up eric and told me to bring me to the ER, because i know that time... i am losing my baby.
so there we are in the seeking medical attention..during this time i was inconsolable. i was begging God to spare my baby's life and to make my bleeding stop. they did some test and of all the words that the doctors told us..here's the only thing that i remember "since your still too early in your pregnancy (5 1/2 weeks)..there is nothing we can do to stop you from miscarriaging right now"
i saw in everybody's eyes how devastated they are that time when they found out that i lost my baby..so i collected all the strength left in me and still manage to blow my birthday candles just to lighten up the sadness in the room
so those who greeted me during my birthday thank you and your loved me (us) strong during this sad part of our life